Love B-Boy

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Today was very fun as the performance was damn crazy. The performers did so many stunts sia. All so pro hope to be like them. In front gt such a gd show, at the side also gt very attractive things to see sia. Can see without no obstruction, so happy. Then austin tell me how JM tried to take 963 in the morning, even when to zhui the bus. But so sad couldn't make. Nvm he still have many chances.hehe

then later start talking to LY. So emo lo, sick still tink of her. Then we started a emo conve n said how sad we felt because she emo so much. She emo make us very sad. Then when to her blog, see le even more pain.

“i really canot bring myself to pick up the phone..i felt my heart break.all i tot it would be turned out differently.its different now.all different.everthing is juz fake.with no meaning at all.after everything you said that it has no meaning?wow thanks alot man.go away.i will juz burst soon.i am juz such a failure who screw supe very shit in life.friend there equal to not there.i dunno.i hate myself.i hate every part in me.i want to die.the end:( ”

i just feel really vey pain, i want to comfort her but i cant cause i tink my comfort will just make her more sad. Dont even have the mood to eat. I really dont noe wad to do, i cant stop the pain. I also reaslised that no matter how she dao me, how is gua lian me, how she hate. Seeing her sad n emo hurts the most.

Pls cheer up no matter wad ok, pls? cause "No matter what looms ahead, enjoy everything u have. There will be people that will be there and always look on the bright side of life." Though she migh nt even see it.

I am dann, dann,dann, dann,dan helpless.

love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 7:02 PM