Saturday, October 18, 2008
yesterday was the end of RV EOY. yeah finally we are freed can play like hell le. aft exam, went to vivo n had 2g 07 outing. 1 we went to super dog and had dann lots of fun playing our food and also abt the company. it has been a long time since 2g 07 went out tgt hehe.
next we went to play table soccer had even more fun. i am clement gt badly pawn by a small kid haha. he 1 v 2 as he still win, i also la dao my left hand cause turn too much. so dann noob sia. but we improve n start owning, now who is the noobs? they are yee sing n alyssa. hehe gt badly pawned. n alyssa with her funny noises just make us like to much. nx time i shd let all of ur listen to her ablum of funny tones when playing table soccer.
aft tt lok hang came n was forcing us to go find anise n jordyn since they brought ice-cream. reluctantly, we left for sky garden n found anise. they were already eating hehe. then aft tt we start crapping. shd actually be crapping. n i flame ppl again. now some ppl have bad impression of other ppl because of me. crap, i should nt have sad mean things abt others, even thought they be mean, every body will going crazy and say mean things to venge their anger. so i am super sry for flaming some ppl n i shd have look at the gd side of ppl. i am jus so retarded.
i said i will try to look at others gd side n yet i jus did the opposite. feel very sad must change!!!!!!!
yet on the train we started talking abt politicals in RV n also in those big cca. then i realised how f up baised the world was. i really want to ask the SC are they themselves or teacher's shadows. it is like every 1 in RV is power hungry except some as usual. i just feel tt in RV ppl are just so nt themselve cause they hv to follow the sch.
then in ccas, i tink it hv nt become a place to learn new things, it become a battlefield. every day see ppl fighting over power. i am jus so sian. y cant we be normal and be friends even wit our enemies. n there is no bonding wit between the different levels. we go cca to learn and find friends nt fight n find enemies. y cant we put all the energy used for fighting to bond with levels.
the bond betweeen different levels is jus so god damm weak. how can a cca progress when the aim is nt to learn and bond but to fight. this jus suck.
was totally f up already went to go my friends church. thought i will find some find there. sharing time wit STF ppl. it blowed my day too. when there was like so amazed as i feel like i was in a concert nt a church. but the i start feeling super uncomfortable as i feel like being brainwash. i always dont want to be in any religion but now i feel like some one is converting me. n i always dont trust religion as it was all mis used in history to control ppl. but i still hv to respect every religion but i am so nt going to go to church any more.
this things has just blow my happy aft exam mood crap la. n today i feel damm awful la. whole day sleeping n cannot concentrate. afternooon also raining like hell make me feel worst la. but i feel better as i stand in the rain n forget every thing. then still nd to earn money by helping mum work. hope to earn money because of somebody. my life is jus suck up.
i dont noe, i just feel totally werid these days. dont ask me y i tink i am just going crazy n the world jus suck like this song by simple plan
Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look, I seeYoung girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgeryPhotoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to meIs everybody going crazy?
is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
Is everybody going crazy?Is everybody going crazy?
Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I seeRich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfairIs everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong
Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
but with 2g i just feel normal again. i miss them so much. hope to see them in class chalet yeah. some pictures
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 10:32 PM
