Saturday, November 29, 2008
ytd was too lazy to blog some more aft cca sia. yeah no more hard core stretching n body ache. cause a bit emo la aft cca sia. it is just hard to be the 1 to help some1 get the same person u like wtf. dann pain la fuck.
ccca was dann crazy spam move like godly la. soo dann lot of action la. dann tired. but gd thing the song is gg to finish yeah. then will hv to start diao the dance. haha. then do lift i strain leon hand then he slak the whole day. wtf, u better thk me sia, u slak until dann shuang la. n also a blessing in disguise. hehe. he will die when su lao come back then he dont noe any move haha. anyway aft cca we dann bro la, pei him see TCM then in the end lucky only strain nt fracture. doctor gave him some medicine n he also gt super potion sia, sure recover like godly speed now want go play bball wit us leonard nx week hehe. all the guys gg to luan liu get injury la. haha.
then at nite talk cork wit dann lot of ppl sia even talk on the phone until like 1
felt better aft tt, then nv emo le. my meis so nice la hehe
then early in the morning mother wake me up like 7 t dowebsite. was dann f up la. was like super tired. in the end, i finish wad she wanted me to do n i went to sleep again. then l8r woke up she say must take pics of the products tt just come ytd. then spent the whole after noon up till now still doing. wtf hard core working n earning money sia haha. today is gg to be dann tired hehe.
leon waving wit his injured haha. spasitc!!!!
james bond haha!!!!!!!!
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 9:32 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
didnt blog for 2 days le n because too dann tired n sian. but today is last day of dance for the month, worth celebrating sia. say bye to muscle ache haha. the 1 dance pract was totally fun n crazy, long time nv to pt sian. was dann hardcore but brought back happy memories wit senior haha. then we nd to cheo a new dance in 3 days wtf. 1 day only finish 20 s la. gd game le la.
then ytd morning wake up was like wtf . body cant even move. whole body ache like shit la.hand ache, back ache, abs ache,, even ass ache la. go in dance room took a mat n (nt fan) sleep. was so weak tt i could only do 2 push up haha. then we start sretching n normal routine things n then started cheo. the cheo start to get dann crazy, a bit like syf sia. dann fast dann tiring. totally must improve on the flow n feelin sia. in the end our cheo still nt even 1 min.today must finish until 1 min 50s shd hv to bia like hell la. g home finllly gt chance on com but then gt emo so lazy to blog so blog today haha.
n i am gg to b like a indian soon at the rate of me sun tanning while playing bball. very sry if ur cant see me at nite ok. i am invisible haha.
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 5:24 AM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
woke up early cause ytd nv blog abt the super fun day. hope cca wont be tt boring. n finally the 1 holiday practise. sure gg to die in the 1 hr. totally lack sleep. was semi conscious n dreaming abt a majong game. shit i am obess wit majonng sia.
ytd jm, leo n jas came my hse to play majong. was totally crazy la. the guys we totally immature. imagine jm n leo being lidat. i am 24 /7 immature, cant grow up sia. haha anyway we were pawning jas like hell in the begining. there was even a pattern of who will win nx. then we change seat n guess wad. jm begining win even more thought at chi kan's hse he gt his ass pawn. n jas was gg to go bankrupt. then the i tok out the vokda n gave the guys a bit. b4 we knew it, jas made a turn over. wtf then become dann pro keep on winning. guess wad in the end, jas manage to win 5 buck. her student meal in the aftnoon was free la. n the biggest loser was none other than jm. haha gt ass pawn again. lose like lef 1.50 when we start wit 5.5o. seem like jm was nv born to play majong. majong is really fun. dann looking 4forward to playing it soon. hope can today haha. conclusion, i addicted to majong haha.
ok my ass is officaially on fire. yes i finally manage to spam ppl hahaha. who ever is gg overseas cause i already hv a list of ppl to spam n i allied with someone beware okhaha. today wad will happen to me, i dont noe sia, i tink i go in dance room will get instant death la. simin sure gg to kill me la. spam her 262 sms until hp lag af she come back from thailand visiting her relatives( thai national animale jkjk). but she pissed mainly because make her life looking through sms dann hard. . n dont kill me in dance room sia i still hv a nt of fun things nv try haha. ok i should nt have spam u la . i shd hv send 200 enough le la. hehe. ok la seriously i shd say tt i sry 4 spamming hahaha. it is just 4 fun hope u dont jing jing ji jiao. but the important part is make ur life looking through sms dann hard so sry 4 the inconvient caused. promise i wont spam so much again. but spam a little bit can rite hehe :p :p :p
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 5:12 AM
Monday, November 24, 2008
yo today was dann fun sia. went to play bball wit sec 3 haha. it was god dann fun la. play bullet dann exciting la. then me start trying to dunk n hv lay out competition. still gt pumping game. dann crap la alays miss then do like 60 push ups crap la.
aft the whole day we took a grp photo haha.1 time we took photo tgt. but we took more videos la. we even tried 5 person dragon pumpin but failed. then went to chi kans hse n play majong. totally pawn their ass la. haha. chinese new yr gg to pawn ppl ass n earn money. any ppl 1 to invite me to their hse.hehe trm also gt ppl come my hse play majong. then wed we bring mjong to dance room. play aft practice. sure gg to be dann fun la. but hope dont get caught otherwise sure die 1. but nvm la even president of rvds playing wit us so nvm la.
n chi kan is dann rich gg to rob his hse 1 day haha. dann looking forward to trm majong fight haha. majong rock yeah yeah yeah.. but sadly i gg to die on wed so ur wont be seeing me every since then cause i spam some1 262 sms.tt person com back sure gg to kill me 1. but u tink i care. actually i do care haha.
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 9:23 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
ok i noe post twice today. today went to watch a movie aft a dann long time la. wtf 6 months nv go watch. watch a dann cool movie the only dog movie in now"beverly hills chihuahua". it is dann cool la a love movie, friendshi movie, n action movie. i tink lok hang wll love it cause the characters are all dogs haha. is dann funny to see dogs lve better life than many ppl sia. but the love story so dann cool la. is a must watch if u love dogs, lame shit things n also love story haha. anyway the rest of the day is bored hehe
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 5:01 PM
ok this is a quiz jas ask me to do wad i written is all based on the 1 thing tt i tink of so shd be quiet true ba haha
1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Anywhere tt is fine. Going around 4 free is already dann gd sia
2. What's your favourite thing to do ?
Think abt memories n things to come
3. Do you think money can buy happiness ?Yes if it is use to helping ppl it will definitely buy happiness as the joy of sharing is great haha
4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
A chance to fall in love since i totally numb shit dont noe wad my feelings are like now
5. Things you can't live without.
Memories n missing ppl
6. What are you afraid to lose?
Ppl of great importance to me
7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do?
maybe keep some for myself then use the rest to help ppl. Money can be earned , but happiness is given .
8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
Anything tt can earn enough money without pressure for me to live a happy life
9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
Cute, gd listener n super nice haha:)
10. What makes you happy ?
I find happiness out of nothing haha
11. What type of person do you hate most?
Nv hate anybody just dislike backstabers, 2 timers n power hungry ppl haha
12. If you have a super power what would it be?
make ppl happy n make ppl stead since this few day meet so many emo ppl hox leo haha
13. Would you go for happiness or money ?
Happiness thought money will affect happiness some aspects
14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
Everybody i come across in my life. For wad i experience wit them
15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him?
Die le then will be heart breaking 4 the other person so must well just protect. ( if necessay then die for her lo haha. Die earlier die later all the same. At least u die 4 some1 of great importance)
16. Who's the last person who hugged you ?
wad dann long ago sia if is the person hug me nt i hug the person. the person is abi haha
17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
Stop tinking of things
18. Who are you close to?
Meis, bros ,n friends hehe
19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person you like her/him?
Yes if i there is ever gg to be 1 soon.
20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
Nv get in DLS or RV( nt tt the sch suck)
21. things that scare you.
Nothing except seeing the ppl close to me getting hurt
22. Things that you like/love the most .
Anything( nt the drink)
23. 8 important things in my room.
Cant tink of any tt is important to me haha
24. 8 people to do this questionnaire.
Huixin ,jum ming ,leong yu ,jordyn ,anise ,lok hang, jie ru ,elton
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 9:55 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
ytd had dann lot of fun haha. had a serious gd talk wit some ppl haha. talk like a few hrs still cant stop 1. talk like so much tink i cant even rmb haha. n xxxx u bastard u better cheer up dont waste my efforts hox. u seriously hv got dann lots of hope.
haha then aft tt i left work early haha. pung sai my mum cause some1 mum want treat me eat haha. went jack's place which is god dann x nv go there for a very long long long time haha. then order some thing nt tt x cause u noe the econom sucks now la dont want waste too much mum the sincerity there can le la haha. so thks xxxx n xxxx's mum for the super nice meal tt i nv tried b4. n i only tried how a steak taste like aft 15 yrs haha so dann noob la
didnt 1 to post this but nvm la i tink tt it is time tt i shd stop wadever thing i going to do n help some1. i finally understand wad it means tt " 1 man's pain is another man pleasure." but i dont care la to make tt guy get happy i dont mind getting the pain anyway also no hope 1. just dont want tt idiot to get so dann fuck up emo. i dont mind getting all the pain use to it . will be over soon. maybe i shd i given up a long time ago. i always didnt hv hope all there was dreams
sry if i sound emo but i can cope so ppl dont nd to worry haha.
now wad is left is only endless waiting for time to pass
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 11:45 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
hv post for the past few days. was dann busy n tired working. on weekends, i n jm went to give balloons n the pay was dann gd 50 per day. but also hand dann pain cause must pump balloon none stop sia n ppl are like getting balloon like it money. they spam 1 sia. gt 1 kid, he come n ask 4 7 balloons. then bough ice cream 4 jas, pass it to her n went home to sleep.
then nx day had to help my work then cant go dance chalet. wtf la going to so miss my bros haha. tot going to earn a lot more money in the end only sell 4 bucks. was dann pissed off la. tt place als odann boring 1 no customer at all sia. lucky anise ease my boredom 4 the whole day pei we talk cork.
n ytd was no better only sold 30 plus bucks. the economic getting dann suck la. ppl dont want to buy thing at all lo. maybe i shd start managing the money i spent since fininical criss is nt as far away from us than i thought.
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 5:47 AM
Friday, November 14, 2008
yeah i am back le. it was crazy for the pass few days but had lot n lots of fun la
day 1
woke up n went to buy things at imm. meet up wit jordyn n mich 1 b4 mjeeting at je. then we bought all the food n left 4 downtown. mich, abi,jor n i took cab to carry everything. while the others took mrt n they say some1 but dont noe if it is true. any way. we watch saw 4 just aft we finish packing. saw is soooo cool la. looking foward to the nx 1. besides the gore, n crazy ideas abt u must hv a test of life n death to understand u shd cherish life. but saw series links up dann well la. the story line rocks. lots of suspense n suprises. awesome movie. but the gore sucks. then at nite we went aracde n play racing games. clem is so pro la. then went abi finally came back from white sands we watch borat. so dann funny. but pls it is very stupid n racise n pls some off the scence will make girls n only girls uncomfortable. we also watch lian kong n i cried la. wtf i am just so touch le. the guy hv to do mean things to let the girl forget him (when he love her so much la)just because he is afraid to be the burden. the ending also so sad le had way too much thought dont noe y. n by this time i n lk was a bit drunk aft spamming vodka la. we cant even walk in a straight line. lk went to sleep n i continue playing indian poker n do dares. n i gt dared to get free chicken wings from bengs n taste nt really nice la. then the bengs keep on KJ us until girls go in. the the guys start talking wit them until too tired. the they damm GL la. keep on knocking on the door n call our room. wtf ppl want to sleep 1 sia. any way eventually still manage to sleep .
day 2
woke up n started playing cards until every 1 wake up. went to hv breakfast n ate a lot. lucky i didnt get hangovers la. but clem was nt so lucky. he had to vomitted la n was drain of energy. but we still went to bike n was fun. we went to play ground n had lots of fun. n we also changed a lyrics of a song sadly i doubt i shd post it any way l8r sch sure GL 1 la. the rest of the day we watch borat again haha. so fun la. n i manage to rest a bit since nv sleep too much. then it rain n eventually still stopped. we started to bbq n soon aft it start raining dann heavily at nite. wtf we only bbq for like 3 hrs la. all the food was waste. n during bbq anise, yh, rx, tracy n me was spamming vodka we finish 15oo ml in like a hr la. n soon all of us were drunk. then anise n i went to sleep cause too tired or drunk. n jas say i really sound drunk la. then i woke up a hr l8r n was normal again. anise gt serious hang over, rx n yh gt crazy n start talking crap n tracy cant walk in a straight line. so lk sandra n i took care of anise b4 sandra father come to fetch anise home. n she vormited la. but she was ok now. finally very little ppl stayed over n we sleep early. also the nx day hv to go pack dance room
day 3 woke at 6 n had to start packing up. it was really sad cause 3 days past so fast n i feel so happy wit 2 g la. the time we spent was so fun althought i was nt 100% conscious. i am really going to miss all of ur la. hope we can be classmate very soon. n we shall continue our class spirit hehe. here are some pics of our last outing n also the chalet hope ur like it. the url is http://s479.photobucket.com/albums/rr151/loveisheavennhell/2g%20chalet/?albumview=slideshow
ok at dance studio we started packing n it was fun but danm lots of dust. we clean n pack like hell. then a few of us went to da pao long john n we carried 2o combo 1 on the bus look dann funny la. then we start mopping the floor n put up deco. the most fun part was climb up the wall to do some things. was siao la. fall down sure die 1. but sadly i didnt if nt i wont be blogging here. it was hard but we did it thks to simin who actually helped me. she totally nt scared of heights la. some thing i really doubt is she even a girl haha. anyway n when we finish packing. it was beautiful la. the dance room look so nice. hope tt i can continue to be lidat. then i went home to help buy coke. nv noe carry 12 bottle of 1.5lL coke n walking 6oom can be so tiring la. gt whole body ach today la. so stupid become siakang warrior sia.
n photos of our dance room clean up
http://s479.photobucket.com/albums/rr151/loveisheavennhell/dance%20room%20cleaning/?albumview=slideshow
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 12:20 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
yesterday went 4 service learning seminair. tot will be stupid and waste money n time. instead it was inspiration sia. so worth it (n i meet the dave from my pri sch n he is now help trybe as a volunteer.) had a better understanding of wad is service learning. we also went to old folks home to plan 1 sudden service learning project. was quiet ok but the experience cause to realised smt tt has been hiden in me.
the willingness to share n give n care. when i 1 went in rv i was damm enthu in CIP only until i gt sack from interact haha. then it just put out tt passion. now when i had to care 4 the elderlys i realised how much i can do to help n this in 1 way or another triggered tt emtion to help n care. so now i am going to put in my best to do all the CIP n maybe service learning cluster is suitable for me just nd to form a team, pls tell me if u are interested. sec 4 /2009 only cause i am in sec 4 haha.
also i tink i found out y i gt emo haha. it was because tt i tink i care to much 4 some ppl then is like there is no nd 4 then they dont nd it so maybe i feel unhappy abt it. any way i tink i shd be caring ppl in suitable amount n i shd nt be so over protective of meis n di cause they hv to grow up n face the world. i can only support them la hehe. so now i dont nd to emo le haha.
chee yang hope didnt die aft ur the sch talk to u abt ur results la. i wish tt all the ppl tt the sch talk to cheer up n dont feel sad abt it. move on n study hard is the only solution. if u feel pissed wit the sch no point saying it. show the sch how well u can do. RV students nt stupid 1, just lazy haha. so ur still hv the holidays to buck up. n for those who hv improved n make it congratulations haha.
n i better start to start a bit sia. nx year going to be dann hard. but 1 i am going to go 2g chalet today 1 n i shall nt care abt studies 4 now. just hv fun hehe.
anyway yesterday had a super weird dream la. 1 was doing headspin n was spining like dann lots of rounds then i crashed n i did munchmills. (in reality nv even try b4 haha) maybe i shall try it nx time. then i dream of going wit some 1 to the new flame 's hse tt i like. n tt some one told me wad the new flame like guys tt are not irratating, caring, romantic, clever, nt vulgar n many more things tt i cant rmb.
all of these is like the direct opposite of me la. i am so dann stupid, retarded, n god damm vulgar la. siyuan was like dare me nt to say the f word 4 a day n i did. however siyuan gt influence n said it haha. see such a bad influence but i dont care. just be urself tt is right n dont nd to care abt wad other ppl tink. it is ur life nt theirs hehe.
n final i must say sry to simin cause the sc played "dare n dare" then i hv to prank call her . u are nt delicious n finger licking gd ok. it was just a jk so pls dont get pissed n kill me on friday. some how wad ever i day, she get pissed. so better stay praying i will be in 1 piece when i reach home on friday. gtg go le it is 2g class chalet. upload pics aft chalet. sure dann stupid 1 haha.
some drawings done by the old folks. is damm nice la.
kim's colour is god sia if u see mine bet ur will laugh u ass off.
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 11:26 AM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
today went breaking so damm fun la. headspin n 1990 improve le. n i learn lots of new moves sia. 7 more months to nx year bboy championship. must work harder. n i cut my hair sian, look weird la. maybe my hairstyle always weird la hehe. any way the nx few day too busy so cant posted haha. maybe aft 2g o7 chalet haha. n damm happy now, nt emo le. woah being happy is so much better.
hahahahahahaha.............................................................
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 7:41 PM
Friday, November 7, 2008
yeah end of sch aft so much waiting. gt back report slip le n gt improvement happy le. but more importantly, my father die le. i tink he hv to reward me damm lot of money la. haha who ask u dare me say i damm noob.
any way hv start working as a flyer boy though some ppl already see me. dont tink is damm easily must give 1000 of paper sia. stand there 4 2-3 hrs sia, back damm ache. but it is gd experience. also i conclude, flyer boy earns too little n too tiring. going to find other jobs. it will be the end of my flyer boy days haha. the holiday will hv to work like siao to earn lots of money as the amount i earn, my dad still hv to give me more than the amount i earn as bonus. the reason is simple, casue i improved.
nx week 2G 07 chalet. damm looking 4ward to it la. we siao 1 buy 2 bottle of vodka n 1 bottle of bailey. all damm high achoal contend la but i doubt i will get drunk. but some sure will 1 lo. n we will prank them when they are drunk haha.
seems like i as being emo 4 a few days n some ppl seem to be too worried( thks lae any way, i am ok le. just suddenly lidat haha. maybe it is monthly like PMS haha) since i am nt usually lidat. so i just gt over it la. maybe is the results, influence of friend, meis, tt person n another person n also money haha. or maybe i just cant be a bad, emo, selfish, mature person. regardless of wad reason, the old me is back. maybe i will be even more caring, more enthu, more crazy, more retarded, a better person aft this thing. hope tt the devil in me is dead n nv revive haha. i will continue to care some ppl although i always said tt their problem will nv be of any interest to me but actually i do care just tt i am nt going to say out.
n suddenly i felt tt the world may seem in dispair in some aspect and it cant be help. i shd still try to put in a little effort. maybe aft the service learning presentation, the passion to care 4 ppl tt i hv buried ever since i was sack from interact is back. maybe i shd nt stop helping other just because of tt thing. thus i am going to take service learning as my CID cluster nx yr haha looks like hv to start looking 4 team members.
since today the sch had a recogntion day so am i going to hv 1 since my old me is back. in no order of importance just random
-hx, clem, JH, Man, JT, GH, WT, D, shd i say almost the whole 3F la.
thks 4 the fun time we had although there was quarrels too. those ppl tt i cant get along, hope to noe ur better nx yr.
-2gd4u ppl 4 always been supporting me n always a listening ear. the time i had with ur are always fun, maybe are class is really full of jokers haha.
-RVDS as i hv been there training since the 1 time i dance. there hold too much sweet,bitter,pain, enjoyment n also anger memories. also there are some ppl there tt hv influence n impact me really greatly. thk 4 all of tt. sry tt i hv to leave ur in the near future( unless the teachers dont allow)
the sec 3 guys are also damm brother spending lots of time tgt.
sec 3 girls nt really closed since i dont dare to even talk to them haha. n i just like to kai jiao them only haha.
shall nt comment much on the other levels too much to say le haha
meis n di
PY who always i always force to his limits at the same time also force myself to my limits. also he is super pro la for a sec 1. make me hv to train so tt l8r get owned haha
Wei lin who is always crazy n help me a lot wit the mino prepariations. n casue me to get 1 of the most x present haha.
CSM who is a great help in the Shoot to fame competition n brought me to aracade 4 the 1 time n played para.( REALLY LOOK DAMM STUPID ). really had lots of fun haha.
jieru who is the 1 tt is always retard tt dont me feel to isolated as the only species haha. just jk. thks for everything u help me since the past yr haha
kim who is always there to give me advice n always care 4 me regard of how hurt i had hurt her. (just a few days ago) but it shd be ok now since i am normal now. also a damm gd level rap 4 mino. ya so thks for being a very important part of my life
Jas who is emo in the past n now is ok. 1 of the few tt understand me most since dont noe talk now phone so much haha. thks for being happy now as it will make me happy to haha.
Jordyn who is super super super crazy haha. had fun all the time wit u la. can play without tinking. thks for the really crazy n funny times haha
STF dancers who were my team mates n help me in the dance a lot. n i improve my skills because of them. always happy when i am with ur
in fact there are way too many ppl tt i want to thk including 1 i nv mention. these are just some tt i could tink of, now hv mental block le. so sry if i didnt mention. but thks for all those who i noe n has made a impact on my life. without ur there will be no me haha
this is the list of things i must say haha
- sry to ppl tt i hv flamed especially 1 tt i was damm vulgar. some time i just may be too over reacting, hope ur will understand.
- sry to ppl who i hv say mean things tt are nt on purpose, smt wad i say may just nt be wad i mean or hv a different purpose instead of wad ur thought of. just like today WT n HX who i was telling my result. i was just very happy n wanted to share the happiness wit ur. sry if i sound too arrogant.
- sry to ppl tt i hv pissed them off. sry 4 being too GL n pissed ur off. maybe i just dont understand ur n say wrong things. hope i can learn to noe more n prevent this kind of thing happening again, especially hs who is always pissed wit me.
-sry for this person who is alway pissed, ignorant, angry,irritated by wad i do. i nv make u happy but only the opposite. so sad tt i do it. so i will ensure our roads nv cross ever again
n tt is all i hv 4 th tt i hope to make u happy n smile everyday althought i am trying to tink how to haha
e yr haha.
but last but nt lest to this person who i want to say
tt i hope to make u happy n smile everyday althought i am trying to tink how to haha
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 4:28 PM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
the worst card i ever get is like damm hard to get n i gt it. seem like it is destiny
You are Death
Change, Transformation, Alteration.
People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the
best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
wtf,my blog getting damm dead la but i dont give a damm la. no mood means no mood. where gt ppl happy n nt happy at the same time any way, life hv been getting very bored n suck up. looking forward n also nt forward towards 2Gd4 u n RVDS chalet. still hv to prepare SYF, hope i dont get in.
life jus suck. i feel so sian, no more Fing motivation leh, totally numb and emtionless becaused of smt. always a urge to become nice n care abt ppl. but wtf, the devil in me jus stops me. now i become so conflicting.
want to pick up the phone to sms n call a few ppl but forced nt to. i so going to end smt. i dont want to feel warmth, i want cold.( although i am damm scared of cold). to make matter worst, so many ppl fall sick n so many ppl getting emo( specific ppl)
results coming out soon, dont tell me i dont nd to buy new uniform. will lmao. hope i can get better results. just dont feel like talking much la. exams over le n i shall become a workaholic n start working like hell. maybe also helping out of chingay parade to earn damm lot of CIP.
just want to Fing get myself distracted. i dont want tink of tt few ppl. nt tt i hate them but in fact i really care 4 them. smt the ppl u really care are the 1 u dont want to tink abt. sry ppl tt i hv changed 4 the worst. didnt want to but it just on auto mode.
bye n take care
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 5:29 PM
