Love B-Boy

Friday, November 7, 2008

yeah end of sch aft so much waiting. gt back report slip le n gt improvement happy le. but more importantly, my father die le. i tink he hv to reward me damm lot of money la. haha who ask u dare me say i damm noob.

any way hv start working as a flyer boy though some ppl already see me. dont tink is damm easily must give 1000 of paper sia. stand there 4 2-3 hrs sia, back damm ache. but it is gd experience. also i conclude, flyer boy earns too little n too tiring. going to find other jobs. it will be the end of my flyer boy days haha. the holiday will hv to work like siao to earn lots of money as the amount i earn, my dad still hv to give me more than the amount i earn as bonus. the reason is simple, casue i improved.

nx week 2G 07 chalet. damm looking 4ward to it la. we siao 1 buy 2 bottle of vodka n 1 bottle of bailey. all damm high achoal contend la but i doubt i will get drunk. but some sure will 1 lo. n we will prank them when they are drunk haha.

seems like i as being emo 4 a few days n some ppl seem to be too worried( thks lae any way, i am ok le. just suddenly lidat haha. maybe it is monthly like PMS haha) since i am nt usually lidat. so i just gt over it la. maybe is the results, influence of friend, meis, tt person n another person n also money haha. or maybe i just cant be a bad, emo, selfish, mature person. regardless of wad reason, the old me is back. maybe i will be even more caring, more enthu, more crazy, more retarded, a better person aft this thing. hope tt the devil in me is dead n nv revive haha. i will continue to care some ppl although i always said tt their problem will nv be of any interest to me but actually i do care just tt i am nt going to say out.

n suddenly i felt tt the world may seem in dispair in some aspect and it cant be help. i shd still try to put in a little effort. maybe aft the service learning presentation, the passion to care 4 ppl tt i hv buried ever since i was sack from interact is back. maybe i shd nt stop helping other just because of tt thing. thus i am going to take service learning as my CID cluster nx yr haha looks like hv to start looking 4 team members.

since today the sch had a recogntion day so am i going to hv 1 since my old me is back. in no order of importance just random

-hx, clem, JH, Man, JT, GH, WT, D, shd i say almost the whole 3F la.

thks 4 the fun time we had although there was quarrels too. those ppl tt i cant get along, hope to noe ur better nx yr.

-2gd4u ppl 4 always been supporting me n always a listening ear. the time i had with ur are always fun, maybe are class is really full of jokers haha.

-RVDS as i hv been there training since the 1 time i dance. there hold too much sweet,bitter,pain, enjoyment n also anger memories. also there are some ppl there tt hv influence n impact me really greatly. thk 4 all of tt. sry tt i hv to leave ur in the near future( unless the teachers dont allow)

the sec 3 guys are also damm brother spending lots of time tgt.

sec 3 girls nt really closed since i dont dare to even talk to them haha. n i just like to kai jiao them only haha.

shall nt comment much on the other levels too much to say le haha

meis n di

PY who always i always force to his limits at the same time also force myself to my limits. also he is super pro la for a sec 1. make me hv to train so tt l8r get owned haha

Wei lin who is always crazy n help me a lot wit the mino prepariations. n casue me to get 1 of the most x present haha.

CSM who is a great help in the Shoot to fame competition n brought me to aracade 4 the 1 time n played para.( REALLY LOOK DAMM STUPID ). really had lots of fun haha.

jieru who is the 1 tt is always retard tt dont me feel to isolated as the only species haha. just jk. thks for everything u help me since the past yr haha

kim who is always there to give me advice n always care 4 me regard of how hurt i had hurt her. (just a few days ago) but it shd be ok now since i am normal now. also a damm gd level rap 4 mino. ya so thks for being a very important part of my life

Jas who is emo in the past n now is ok. 1 of the few tt understand me most since dont noe talk now phone so much haha. thks for being happy now as it will make me happy to haha.

Jordyn who is super super super crazy haha. had fun all the time wit u la. can play without tinking. thks for the really crazy n funny times haha

STF dancers who were my team mates n help me in the dance a lot. n i improve my skills because of them. always happy when i am with ur

in fact there are way too many ppl tt i want to thk including 1 i nv mention. these are just some tt i could tink of, now hv mental block le. so sry if i didnt mention. but thks for all those who i noe n has made a impact on my life. without ur there will be no me haha

this is the list of things i must say haha

- sry to ppl tt i hv flamed especially 1 tt i was damm vulgar. some time i just may be too over reacting, hope ur will understand.

- sry to ppl who i hv say mean things tt are nt on purpose, smt wad i say may just nt be wad i mean or hv a different purpose instead of wad ur thought of. just like today WT n HX who i was telling my result. i was just very happy n wanted to share the happiness wit ur. sry if i sound too arrogant.

- sry to ppl tt i hv pissed them off. sry 4 being too GL n pissed ur off. maybe i just dont understand ur n say wrong things. hope i can learn to noe more n prevent this kind of thing happening again, especially hs who is always pissed wit me.

-sry for this person who is alway pissed, ignorant, angry,irritated by wad i do. i nv make u happy but only the opposite. so sad tt i do it. so i will ensure our roads nv cross ever again

n tt is all i hv 4 th

tt i hope to make u happy n smile everyday althought i am trying to tink how to haha

e yr haha.

but last but nt lest to this person who i want to say

tt i hope to make u happy n smile everyday althought i am trying to tink how to haha

love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 4:28 PM