Tuesday, November 11, 2008
yesterday went 4 service learning seminair. tot will be stupid and waste money n time. instead it was inspiration sia. so worth it (n i meet the dave from my pri sch n he is now help trybe as a volunteer.) had a better understanding of wad is service learning. we also went to old folks home to plan 1 sudden service learning project. was quiet ok but the experience cause to realised smt tt has been hiden in me.
the willingness to share n give n care. when i 1 went in rv i was damm enthu in CIP only until i gt sack from interact haha. then it just put out tt passion. now when i had to care 4 the elderlys i realised how much i can do to help n this in 1 way or another triggered tt emtion to help n care. so now i am going to put in my best to do all the CIP n maybe service learning cluster is suitable for me just nd to form a team, pls tell me if u are interested. sec 4 /2009 only cause i am in sec 4 haha.
also i tink i found out y i gt emo haha. it was because tt i tink i care to much 4 some ppl then is like there is no nd 4 then they dont nd it so maybe i feel unhappy abt it. any way i tink i shd be caring ppl in suitable amount n i shd nt be so over protective of meis n di cause they hv to grow up n face the world. i can only support them la hehe. so now i dont nd to emo le haha.
chee yang hope didnt die aft ur the sch talk to u abt ur results la. i wish tt all the ppl tt the sch talk to cheer up n dont feel sad abt it. move on n study hard is the only solution. if u feel pissed wit the sch no point saying it. show the sch how well u can do. RV students nt stupid 1, just lazy haha. so ur still hv the holidays to buck up. n for those who hv improved n make it congratulations haha.
n i better start to start a bit sia. nx year going to be dann hard. but 1 i am going to go 2g chalet today 1 n i shall nt care abt studies 4 now. just hv fun hehe.
anyway yesterday had a super weird dream la. 1 was doing headspin n was spining like dann lots of rounds then i crashed n i did munchmills. (in reality nv even try b4 haha) maybe i shall try it nx time. then i dream of going wit some 1 to the new flame 's hse tt i like. n tt some one told me wad the new flame like guys tt are not irratating, caring, romantic, clever, nt vulgar n many more things tt i cant rmb.
all of these is like the direct opposite of me la. i am so dann stupid, retarded, n god damm vulgar la. siyuan was like dare me nt to say the f word 4 a day n i did. however siyuan gt influence n said it haha. see such a bad influence but i dont care. just be urself tt is right n dont nd to care abt wad other ppl tink. it is ur life nt theirs hehe.
n final i must say sry to simin cause the sc played "dare n dare" then i hv to prank call her . u are nt delicious n finger licking gd ok. it was just a jk so pls dont get pissed n kill me on friday. some how wad ever i day, she get pissed. so better stay praying i will be in 1 piece when i reach home on friday. gtg go le it is 2g class chalet. upload pics aft chalet. sure dann stupid 1 haha.
some drawings done by the old folks. is damm nice la.
kim's colour is god sia if u see mine bet ur will laugh u ass off.
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 11:26 AM
