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Thursday, January 8, 2009

every day is holiday hw, holiday hw everyday also hv. dann siao diao hv to do so many zuo wens. cant even cope sch work. nt enough time, nt enough sleep , nt enough everything. now i like sleep dann little la.only 5 hrs, last time sleep like wad 8hrs haha. u ma a pig tt loves to sleeep.
talking abt pigs. the my height nv increase a single bit at all. i am still 1.68m. y cant i just grow tt 2 cm hit 1.70m wtf n i nv grow taller but grow heavier. this holidy i grow 5kilos la. wtf must lose weight leh la.

aft sch went to minds HQ to begin some work so tt our grp might actually get in SL cid cluster, so many ppl like want to join la when they onlyallow 6 grps. must work harder. at minds we saw the facilities there n get a very brief understanding of minds. from wad they told us, it seems like we can do lots of things but at the same time we hv many restrictons like time. but all the problems can be solved l8r. we shall work on our propasal n hand it in soon. hope i can be the 1 of the 6grps haha.

looking at the super stress new life i hv now. dann i feel uncomfortable. i dont like this kind of life at all...... now i even hv to give up breaking 4 it wtf. bye bye to singapore Bboy championships this yr. feel dann sad abt it sia. but also now no feeling so shall take a break n find my feelings back haha.

it is getting dann hard to understand wad am i am becoming. i am becoming so complicated. i also dont noe y suddenly lidat. is this growing up lols. i feel super werid la. suddenly i dont dare to say too much. it seem like 4 the past yr i hurt tooo many ppl wit my mouth by flames, suans, scolds(nt sure rly hv)n etc. now i rly feel dann bad abt it like all the guilty is coming back all at 1 time. maybe i should just let the guilt kill me.n i am sick of hurting ppl. maybe the best solution is to get locked up alon haha

wtf seriously i nd to see a doctor but where can i find 1???????????

love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 4:10 AM