Love B-Boy

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

today hv cca. wtf, sure gg to be super sian diao leh. dann i hv to finish all my 8 zuo wen by trm, sure gg to die sia. super no mood to do la more n dont feel like doing any thing sia. life seem so nnt fun any anymore. dont noe y i dam feeling lidat.( nt tt i want go suicide) i also seem to behave dann weirdly from the way i treat things, the way i tink , the way i talk. every thing is wrong suddenly. like all the wires in my body gt connected wrongly. even my breaking is gg wrong.

dann i tink lost smt is dann important to me la. the very strong fighting spirit tt i always hv where i noe every thing must be earn by putting in effort . now i seem like a worm tt is lazy to do everything n does nt try to make the best out of everything.. now i am lazy also last week went to break n i totally feel nothing, i was just merely moving like a zombie. i dont hv any feeling at all towards dance wtf, i am just like losing the energy level , the focus, the love 4 it. though my tricks are improving, my dance skills is deproving. i dont even seem to be performing. wtf how am i gg to face SYF
dann dont noe y my dancing no feel 1. is it because of him or her or other reasons?????

love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 4:11 AM