Love B-Boy

Monday, January 12, 2009

today is so sian hv self prac. worst quarrelled wit jm. seriously i just dont noe y la i just flared up. sian, dont noe wad is wrong. is he rly right tt i shd learn to be more jian she xing. n do the correct things at the right time. i noe maybe i am smt dann GL la. especially last time, the seniors i dann bu shuang. n somemore my xing ge dann jue 1. super hard 4 me to compromise. i just dont 1 to be a fake person n pa ma pi. i am just too frank, say wad i feel totally . i noe i also didnt get in comm because of me because of i GL them. n also many things tt cause lots of trouble 4 u n sm but i just dont noe wad to do. su lao tinks i no jian she xing. tink i always do the wrong thing. n smt even my own bros wont trust me on smt. who ask me so GL n always do stupid things. but seriously i just dont want to be a fake person in dance. i want everybody to be happy. (through i smt do too stupid things). n i tink i am seriousy useless la, always want to help but i feel tt i always make things worse. all the time i get ppl into deep shit, i get ppl scolding in dance. i noe i cant hack but others wont. y didnt i spare a thought for them. serious i tink i rly suck. shall nt join SFY .totally will just ruin every thing. maybe jm is rite. i nv shd hv been in dance, i cant do anything.

.nv been a help
.cause troubles
.make teacher pissed off
.get everybody scolded
.do wrong things at wrong time
.super mei you jian she xing
.noobe shit in dance
.nv kao lu dao ppl feelings
......
n the list go on. wtf seriously i shd get out of dance......

love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 7:59 PM