Love B-Boy

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

wtf. rehearsal today was a totally f*** up. dann dance dann suck la. drag the whole team down la. fell off the lift again, seriously i suck in lifts( in terms of being the 1 standing). wtf su lao was dann bu shuang me me failing again n again la.sian maybe he is rite i am rly 抬不起的刘阿斗. worst la, the ppl below the stage sure will tink dance become so noob. wtf i diu rvds the lian la .

dann i am getting dann noob or maybe i was always noob in dancing sia. always causing dann lot of trouble sia. all the other sec 4 improve like siao, juniors also. i deprove haha. wad is the point of breaking when it doesnt help in dance. sian rly feel dann bad sia always because of me other ppl get scolded la. sian always jm hv to scold me like siao. feel dann guilty la. n worst su lao keep on suaning me. even say i shd nt wear long pants doesnt suit me. maybe ba i am just way too childish. dance is for grown ups:[

n now i rly feel like quiting dance. i lost the fighting spirit. last time ppl look down on me i chong like siao. now i just 1 to lie there n rot. dance is seriously nt 4 me. i must find 1 way to get out of inter dance. some1 give some suggestions how to... i rly tink i will destroy tt dance. i can take the stresses cause i am way too noob as a senior. still hv a few more months to survive b4 i can quit sian :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

n ya austin hope ur leg recover soon ok:] somemore i can now slak more haha.
leo u shd nt emo la. be a man n talk. dont dao ppl lol. cheer up. looking 4ward to wad ur expression when u see ur present haha.

love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 7:58 PM