Love B-Boy

Thursday, February 12, 2009

these days since sch reopen is just totally crazy. sec 4 life is dann f$$$ up busy. feel dann freaking stress. how am i gg to survive when i already start feeling stressed up in the 1 2 months. lots of freaking hw n test. somemore this yr is yr 4 dann crucial sia, must get GPA 3. hv to work dann hard. yet i am nt in any mood to mug. cause hv nt been putting in effort during lessons, i hv a fear tt i will flung all my papers. tt 1 i feel so god dann stress. n chem test is today n trm is vday, still rushing through presents but made a rly bad mistake though.

cca is also a little bit stressful. now yr 4 must be a gd role model but i seriously doubt i can. is like i can nv be serious n all the time playing ard. dann i rly hope if only kai ge was ard can take care of us. but still i must learn to grow up but the problem is how to.

relationship also very stressed. di xiao my bros of their gals. doing matchmaking n craping. but i seem to be getting very bad n i am nt rly treating meis( hv nt talk to 3 meis much 4 a very long time ) n friends as caring n as gd as last time. nt rly sure is it because of tt reason but i am gg to get back to my old self. if nt tt reason will make me way to distracted n i hv a super high chance of retaininng.

conclusion i am so f%%%ing gg to get in form n score well start i will also nt be distracted by tt reason which is affecting me quite badly. but i am nt rly sure can i treat my friends as gd as last time??? just hv to wait n see. ng wit my chem test.

n dont noe y number 60 is such a "beautiful number" which links to "beautiful pic" haha ok this is rly very mean but is just a jk xD hehe.

n ppl are saying my post a bit emo but the fact is tt i am just reflecting haha.i am still very happy haha lols though is abit stressed up.

love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 3:16 AM