haha sch finally reopen n has beening chong holi hw like siao haha( copying i mean) :)
n omg lessons are dann boring la n ayg was stupid but fun though haha. lol. n lots of tests are coming up sia n i hate test nd mug like siao.
n sian today is nt a rly gd day la. gt 2 teachers leaving rv sia.
1 is my yr 2 form teacher orange( chen zi) lol
2 is feng lao shi from dance haiz

dont noe y sia just feel so sad tt they are leaving lol. haiz hope can see them soon will miss them lol haha

n cant believe tt i actaully missing chen zi. yr 2(up to now actually) she kb until like alot la. didnt rly like her but hv to admit she shd be 1 of the most fun chi teacher(definitely better than guo lol) n sudden all the past dislike are all gone sia. wad is left is how much we gg to miss tt crazy n fun drama queen tt contributed to making 2G 07 so united la.

haiz omg sound so emotional haha feel like crying sia lol. y cant we realised how important some1 is only when they hv to leave us. haiz dann i shall treasure everybody beside me from now onwards haha. n haha nt bad had been a nicer person these few days hope it can last haha. but dont noe how is it possible to treat everybody equally nice sia hehe lol.

there is a saying tt life is a endless journey wit lots of twist n turns. but hope tt fate will let us meet again hehe. lol shall wish feng lao n chen lao all the best hehe. lol

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 8:31 PM

ok haha thk to kirsten i t a phone tt can at lest listen to music hehe. thk a lots sia haha.
dann ppl are so nice sia n makes me tink i shd be a nicer person haha lol.
sch g to reopen trm n i dont feel like gg sia. dann y cant i hv flu. n lots of hw undone.
for this term i shall mug like siao( hope will rly do it), n be super nice to ppl( be less kb n less suan) cause i rly haven nt been doing it. sry ppl who i hv been very mean lol haha. me shall be nice haha.

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 9:35 PM

omg ytd is f***ing sway my hp just when dead. omg lost all my contact wtf gg la. dann y was ytd so screw haiz. now desperately finding a phone to use lol haha. who is kind enough lol hehe

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 5:18 PM

wtf this is rly get on my nerves man. y can i heck. y cant i heck everything tt is related to. y do i get affected still by it so much. i get so dann angry wit myself pls. i want to fucking get all of this away. get the bloody hell out of me. i dont 1 this, i dont 1. dann jp was helps to concentrate but it is also dann sway. i am rly fcking siao diao. fcking pissed. fcking ............... want to scream

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 3:41 PM

omg dann tt sulao man. wtf suan me for my studies like f***la. but hv to admit tt he is rite la hehe. but shall prove him wrong man cant let him say i am 抬不起的刘阿斗 every again, shall improve my studies lol. omg must try to put in all my best(think i wont- lazy) and organise my time( i suck at it la) and listen in class( impossible sure will sleep) dann how am i gg to improve sia haha. i tink i am gg la lol. dann i so
nt gg to be a slaker any more la. nt gg to let the sch control my future like how it was when i was in yr2 la. but i always cant do it, always cant control myself dann i suck at self control dann lol.

trm gg to do hw again lol must pia like siao, no more slaking( hope will rly do it) haiz omg i am gg to be a mugger( yuck dont like lol)

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 6:06 PM

This few days hv been god dann fun pls. although been doing hw like everyday(almost) but at lest can do wit 2g ppl wont be so boring la.
Hv been super productive sia.
Finish writing(referring n editing) almost all the chi essays haha. 2 chi paper done, geo, chem.
Left maths n LA some1 pls teach me hehe lol
Also I am dann bad lie to my mum say gt cca sia. But if I say I don't hv rite she sure force me go work n I sure die can finish hw la hehe. Hope this is counted a san yi de huang yan. But still she shd be more happy if I hv actually been doing hw lol.
N trm gt AYG prac, hope chua will screw me 4 my hair, still a little bit brown sia. Hope he wont mind lol.
N haiz dann no extended holidays sia. The poll was so useless. So dann disappointed la. Some1 pls sacrifice ur self n get h1n1 den we don't nd go sch lo lol .
went out to blade wit 2g mich, Jason, jor, anise on tues aft cca. Was dann bloody fun can(legs hurts though)roller blading ard east coast park, gossiping on the way n learning how to blade for some ppl like anise. But nt bad la at lest she learn it in 1 day lol. Haha. This week has been rly dann fun la. Finally feel the fun of life la pls hehe. Hope can be lidat everyday lol

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 9:28 PM

hehe wake up so early cause some1 called like at 6. but thk to tt person, i didnt oversleep haha. n i now i shall to nice to wish this person tt woke me out of my sleep happy birthday lol.
happy birthday jie ru hope ur day gg to rock( although gt cca haha)

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 6:43 AM

omg hehe sudden thk to anise i realised smt. maybe she is rite. there is no nd for tt the person all the time. everybody is a individual n we hv to stay strong ourselves.
conclusion love itself is nth but a illusion so we shd just step out it cause there is no eternal love but eternal friendship.
y are we looking for the 1 for us all the time when smt the ones tt follow us longest in some point of time are friends lol. so shall treat my friends better n nt be so kb n suan them lo.
but if 4 fun den nvm la. jm i tink u will be the 1 target sia lol

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 9:36 PM

woah ytd a super fun time at dance bbq
1 meet up wit the guys n we played bball hehe
den the guys hv to start the fire lol, but it was started in no time. n i was dann dumb to lift a white hot charcoals n gena burn lol. had fun cooking all the food although some of it was still raw. no 1 dared to eat the chicken wing at all lol.

den the clearing up of the red hot charcoals was fun, like listening to orchestral lidat the sound of charcoal cooling down is nice hehe.

den we went to the function room n drank vodka haha. austin is dann hiong, spam like siao 1 la. n i was dann sway la lose 4 times black jack in a row wit 2 person getting 21 n 1 person getting 5 long. had to drink half a cup of pure vodka tt gt me abit on fire lol.

den leo said we shd go back his hse to play so we went his hse n played guo wang you xi. tt was rly the high light of the day man. all the most fun n siao things happen( of course include dann sweet things la hehe) shall nt say too much but it is just a pity for those who couldnt make it haiz lol. n i dont dare bring cards to dance chalet leh. play wit them dann hiong la rly like rollercoaster ride sia. when we finally call it a day n go home, my heart dann weak la lol.

n so the day end off n we headed home. but due to my carelessness i did smt pretty dumb accidentally n affect the happy mood of the day sia. so i shall say sry here n thk 4 the fun day it was lol. sadly no pic to post 1 cause we didnt even take pics. pic are ban lol

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 10:01 PM

ok me from golden monk becom black monk lo. dann it is rly gg to take a long time b4 my hair grow back lol'

ytd had dance n was dann slak. did AYG n dann sway see chua sia. gt screw by him pretty bad hehe. n so long nv dance my muscle are so nt used to it, hv severe back, ass, abs, thigh ache already. omg how am i gg to survive today hehe. n time for me to jump more to pia my bao fa le lo hehe:)

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 5:38 AM

woah ytd finally gt a day off hehe. seriously i am getting freaking no life.
-who works for two weeks in a round during the holiday?
-who goes out only like 4 times wit friends during the holiday
-who does nt tinking of dotaing or mappling everyday lol

dann tt is me man. serious i hv dann no life. who wants to go out pls ask me lol. nd to go out more often lol haha

thks bros for the bball trip hehe. was very fun n tiring.(omg stamina drop, dance gg to die lo) crap lots of jk n suan each other for stupid things lol. n nt bad jm n leo skill improve, pretty pro sia. time for secret training hehe lol. n to ans some1 who actually tot boon lay no place to play bballl. there is 1 bball court just downstair ur hse pls lol. anw hope to play more bball wit bros meh. ask more ppl more fun lol. n the nx bball trip this sat yeah yeah

n hv to wish jor happy 16th birthday although a bit late where her birthday is on the 14 but nv gt wish better than no wish rite hehe

n gd luck 4 weilin 4 wad u plan to do n hope for the best n pls dont tink too much hehe lol

n omg trm gt dance hehe. gg to die sia. hope my vaccine will make me feel sick n dont nd to dance hehe. some my left hand swell like shit so can do pump yeah, trm shall slak haha. hope su lao dont see this post or he will kill me lol

n to the person tt i owe a explaination. i am sry tt i did this. i do regret wad i did but just hope tt u hack care n maybe i am being way too mean lol

for now i nd to worry abt my holiday hw. hv tons n tons of it. i am a goner is i dont start doing now lol wtf is wrong wit the sch la give so much hw lol. dann no life sia lol

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 12:11 PM

haiz maybe work is a gd way to distract myself but it is definitely nt the best way
it cant stop memories to come back
i tot i had gotten over some rly bad memories n i am back to my old self
but the past still hunts me. i cant sleep well at all. my life is totally screwed
i hate memories. it just hurt so much to tink of it

n sry tt i had to do this maybe it is better for all. no 1 get hurt, no 1 feels guilty. but i rly suck
making mistakes n taking wrong moves because of my screwed up life. can i rly keep all my promises i doubt so. it seem like there must be 1 tt will hv to be broken but which 1??

nvm abt this irrating things had fun at 2G bbq. so long nv went out wit 2G ppl lo hehe. was very fun n high although nv get drunk at all hehe. hope chalet at the end of yr will be dann fun hehe. n ppl pls tried nt to laugh when u see me nx time hehe. cause it will be pretty funny when u see how different i look hehe shall post pics nx time. nd do some photo editin hehe lol

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 1:22 AM

hehe earn 22 bucks aft selling cubes, dann happy cause is nt use own money invest and still nd pay rent to my mum sia.

as holiday pass the more luan it gets
there are too many sides
so many confusion
i dont noe which 1 is the real me
which 1 is the correct 1 tt i rly 1
am i so controlled by restriction tt i dont noe wad is my real feeling
haiz i dont neo wad to do can some1 give me some enlightenment

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 11:44 PM

wtf i just turn from a golden monkey to a golden monk wtf lol

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 10:31 AM

haha finally a off day from work. but for the rest of the month will be working like siao. i will be selling rubrics cubes hehe. who want cheap 5x5 , 7x7 cube pls find me hehe. n dyed my hair n is dann bronvze dont noe if su lao see leh will kill me a nt leh gg. n i saw elton ytd at book fair sia. dont noe did he come cause he expected to see some1 hehe. or did he can do see other things lol. n dance guys shd camp at sentosa for outing to get a nose bleeding experience hehe lol

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 10:28 AM

ok finally can slak for the a day. shd i say i hv actually been slaking 4 almost a week tt my parents dont 1 me work any more haha. abit nt focus these few weeks so shall hack care the feeling n do something meaningful lol.

n omg tt person is rly gettng way way way too guo fen. even i can stand her. rly feel like smacking her on the head cause i tink her brain is rly fried. if she gg to continue lidat she sure will regret it 1 sia wtf

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 10:06 AM

yea the sch holidays are finally here lo and my blog is gg to be as dead or many more dead as ever
mino won cross country again hehe. dann happy tt all the work paid off
n sat the perf0rmance was very screwed, lucky su lao nv see or sur kill us 1 lo

my work days are here lol. gg to work like a no life idiot. n saw yun rong working at world book fair also haha. i want more money lol. n ytd was a gd day sia, made a sales of ard 1k woah. worth celebrating sia lol but i earn 50 buck per day haha

somehow it just left, just like the winds.
it is finally gone completely.
smt i said i wanted out of my mind all the time
but when the time it is rly gone i am just so nt used to it
it feel so empty so weird so unconfortable
will it actually come back? i am rly nt certain this time
maybe it will be better this way?
but i rather to be in pain den feel this feeling.

  love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 5:18 AM