Friday, October 30, 2009
haha finally is the last day of sch lol. finally no more exams for the time being or maybe 1 more exam for the time being. o level higher chinese. n today gt back results haha, maybe nt as bad i expected. moderation rocks lol. no wonder lok hang gt 4.o feel like burning his report slip. better trash the whole data system lol. anw congra to all those 4.0 winner. imba sia. donate some cells to me pls haha.
n haha bbq on mon was fun as the bbq was so nice tt i ate alot haha. nd grow fat haha. den aft tt still nd spam 300ml of pure vodka thks to lok hang cause i lose the bet wit him in june. sad. but i can drink more without getting drunk lo haha. dance guys be prepared sia. gg make all ur drunk hehe.
den this week hv been gg to dance room way too often haha. 4 days out of 4 days lol. when did i become so devoted sia lol. a bit too imba leh la. last time dont noe who almost want quit dance sia haha. now become so crazy over dance lol. dont noe is it gd or bad. maybe go there cause some ppl there tt can kj haha. oh man i sudden feel like dancing everyday haha
n today is the last day for tse sin. so sad. another person leaving rv. maybe this maybe a better route for her so shd wish her all the best n hope she will come her back lol. n hope she will like the farewell present n the OMG handmade screwed UP qi pao lol. n haha so sad didnt gt to noe her well haha. maybe nx time when she comes back.
n today was majong at siumin hse. play wit a pretty weird match but was fun la. i won 10 cents lol. counted a accomplisment since i so nt used to singapore majong. can win but get no money lol. anw it was fun la which is like the most important point. n haha hao long lose the most lo
i rly feel dann freaking tired of my parents. they are expecting me too much. i nd to do lots of preparation for o level at the same time helping them at work. den i use com for 1 hr on a week end aft nt using a com for a week n nt helping them pack things. they scolded me like i am some freaking bastard tt is very selfish. but i just want hv a normal life. i dont want ur give me so much stress n so much freaking things to do. i am rly sick n tired of quarrelling wit ur. i tried my best to help but if ur just dont appreciate it so be it. i nt gg care. ur can say mean things like, "i am working out side so hard for 9 hrs n yet u cant even help us" i nv said i didnt rite. nt like i nv did help. haiz i so sick of my life. i want to move out. ****
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 11:25 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Haha suddenly feel tt I hv been very nt myself recently. My life Hv been only abt suaning n kbing ppl. Feel super bad la. This isn't the person I want to be. I hv nt cherish the ppl tt are close to me. I hv nt treat them well enough as the way they treat me. I may hv lots of reason but I realise they are just excuses. I suddenly forget how to treat a person nicely wit all my heart. I seem to be so mean all the time.
So I rly want to say sry to too many ppl. Too many things I hv done wrong. I feel bad suaning so many ppl. Even my meis which is pretty mean. I become very petty n Xiao qi cause I get easily pissed off. I also make jks tt may seem harmless but realise they are nt. U noe wad I mean zi xin lol.
Anw all this is already the past. So no point crying over it. The only thing I can do now is back to my old self. The nice, innocent n happy person. I shall nt suan n kb ppl any more. cause I don't 1 lose any ppl cause they are all important to me. Hope I will be my old self seriously. Cause I tink I hv been super mean, super bad listening ear, super kb, super troublesome. I hv nt care 4 lots of tthings already n even cause some damages in some relationship. I don't want this to happen any more so I am gg to be a Gd person n I mean it lol. I am gg to treat everybody wit all my heart esp those I like. Cause I don't want lose them
Anw dann no more broadband only aft I come back from usa which is like 2 months wit no internet. Can die 1 leh. Will miss out on lots of things sia. whose hse shd I go to use wireless lol. Volunteer pls lol Haha anw today is such a happy day, everything suddenly turn out very well haha. so well tt me gg nuts haha. all this just too gd to be true haha.
so many old pics. from the most recent bball n roller blading trip n bbq in june haha. this are so much fun times tt i shall learn to cherish hehe. trm is 2g bbq at abi hse again yeah hehe. everything just gg so well haha. me very happy today :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 9:05 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
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love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 8:24 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Haha today was rly a fun n sad day Haha. 1 it is end of all paper n Trm is holiday Haha Woah lol.
Anw aft sch went to watch april bride at marina square. A dann sad show la. The end brings me to tears even now. Sian make my eyes zhong sia lol. Don't noe y jason won't emo 1 still can be dann anti climax 1 n laugh all the way lol Haha. The show is like so sad, a girl left wit only 1 more month n how nice the guy was to marry her n Pei her finish the end of her life.
The rly sad part is just noe tt ur loved 1 is like gg to leave n u just hope to spent more time wit them, yet it is just so impossible. N also nth can go back to normal again. Feel dann sad 4 the guy to see his love of his life to just leave him sia. N also 4 the gal who also wish she can spent more time wit the guy Haiz
Conclusion try to spend more time wit the ppl tt u like b4 it is to late beyond recovery where there is no more chance. love more of ur loved one n cherish them.
N this also makes me found wad I was missing Haha. I am missing memories of some past time tt might nt be possible Any more which is pretty sad Haha.
So aft lots of tears n swollen eyes, we went rollerblading which sort of hype the day up wit lots of fun things we did Haha, maybe upload pics nx time Haha. N wad chong 6km in 20 plus mins is fun Haha, can train stamina sia Haha lol. So tt was the end of 2g outing. Yeah was rly dann fun la. So look forward to chalet man Haha yeah.
Trm is bball day wit dances n shusi making wit 2g Haha , which is so dann freaking cool Haha. Hope no 1 get food poisoning Haha lol Haha
Sad missing Smt tt is beyond hope n can't be back to the pass is rly pain in the ass. If only time traveling exist Haha. N talking abt pain in the ass my right ass is gg to bigger than my left. Thks to today faning session where the mat split open n boom, my right ass hit the floor tt was so dann shuang maybe ur sure try it. Lol Sianz no more fans gg take a break Haha lol
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 12:07 AM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
oh haha this few days hv been playing like siao. playing imba com. like perma online 1 n fb also haha. also exercise like siao lol esp fri, even now ass dann ach haha. 2 day of bball and another 4.8 km swimming session haha. yeah hehe, so happy la lol improve stamina leh lol hehe. though my freestyle still can sub 1 min per lap lol. n dann the exam, made me lose mood to blog n mug haha. n yeah tmr is rollerblading session n tues is bball session woah imba exercise lol haha.
but still i feel there s smt missing, but still cant tink wad is it lol
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 7:14 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
oh finally exams are over n blog is back. haha. these few weeks hv been the most fk up days sia. nd mug so much lol. but who cares, cause it is all over haha. yeah ppl let all get a life n play the hell out lol haha. anw today was fun though. went to play the freaking spring 4 5 hrs haha.is super shuang haha. later upload some video on fb so pls look out haha. trm is swimming day haha. time to get back all my stamina haha. lol enternity freedom yeah yeah yeah lol
oh ya nt forgetting happy birthday kirsten ong haha. u are rly the best friend to hv man lol. hope u see it lol haha
love is like heaven but it hurts like hell . 5:46 PM
