Love B-Boy

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Haha suddenly feel tt I hv been very nt myself recently. My life Hv been only abt suaning n kbing ppl. Feel super bad la. This isn't the person I want to be. I hv nt cherish the ppl tt are close to me. I hv nt treat them well enough as the way they treat me. I may hv lots of reason but I realise they are just excuses. I suddenly forget how to treat a person nicely wit all my heart. I seem to be so mean all the time.

So I rly want to say sry to too many ppl. Too many things I hv done wrong. I feel bad suaning so many ppl. Even my meis which is pretty mean. I become very petty n Xiao qi cause I get easily pissed off. I also make jks tt may seem harmless but realise they are nt. U noe wad I mean zi xin lol.

Anw all this is already the past. So no point crying over it. The only thing I can do now is back to my old self. The nice, innocent n happy person. I shall nt suan n kb ppl any more. cause I don't 1 lose any ppl cause they are all important to me. Hope I will be my old self seriously. Cause I tink I hv been super mean, super bad listening ear, super kb, super troublesome. I hv nt care 4 lots of tthings already n even cause some damages in some relationship. I don't want this to happen any more so I am gg to be a Gd person n I mean it lol. I am gg to treat everybody wit all my heart esp those I like. Cause I don't want lose them

Anw dann no more broadband only aft I come back from usa which is like 2 months wit no internet. Can die 1 leh. Will miss out on lots of things sia. whose hse shd I go to use wireless lol. Volunteer pls lol Haha anw today is such a happy day, everything suddenly turn out very well haha. so well tt me gg nuts haha. all this just too gd to be true haha.

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so many old pics. from the most recent bball n roller blading trip n bbq in june haha. this are so much fun times tt i shall learn to cherish hehe. trm is 2g bbq at abi hse again yeah hehe. everything just gg so well haha. me very happy today :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

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